Just another boring entry.

Today, I made J read my Goodbye, my love entry during P.admin lecture. He read 1 paragragh and said it’s not written by me. OIE, my engrish got so bad meh!? And then I waited for him to finish the entire post and give me that =.= face! HAHAHAH. It’s damn funny okay!!! LOL.

School is officially killing me.

So much readings to do and I feel so suffocated.

And it’s doesn’t help when 306 is the most stressful module ever! It’s like 102+201+205 combined plus additional new stuff. And fyi, those 3 modules are my most weakest modules lor! I can see myself GG this time. And he call names to answer question lor! I felt so so so so stress in his class. It’s worse than NEJ card shuffling la!

8:30am class tomorrow. Zzz. Time to sleep.

How come I still feel so sleepy after that green tea I had 2 hours ago?

Why do I always feel sleepy when I need to study and I feel so awake when I do not need to study?

it’s finally over

After 12 freaking days, it’s finally over.

Was about to visit the doctor tomorrow.

One less thing to worry about.

Caffeine

6:00pm: Made a cup of green tea. Left it at the kitchen counter because it’s too hot too drink.

7:00pm: Suddenly remember there is a cup of green tea and told myself to drink after my shower.

7:30pm: Forgot about the green tea. Made a mad dash to the library to return the books and bought indian rojak that is not very satisfying and a cup of teh tarik.

8:00pm: Started watching tv, eating rojak, drink teh tarik, made dinner for silly boy.

8:30pm: Suddenly remember I still have a cup of green tea!

9:00pm: Turned off tv and took the green tea to my room. Was surprised that it’s still slightly lukewarm. Tried studying but ended up chatting with kiat about photography. MOI WAN LX3!!!

9:30pm: Finished the cup of green tea.

10:00pm: Told X that I’m so awake and I won’t sleep early tonight.

10:05pm: *yawn*

11:00pm: *yawn* *Yawn*

11:30pm: *yawn* *Yawn* *YAWN*

12:00am: zzzz

12:30am: Good night.

Caffeine so doesn’t work for me.

My day

Goodbye, my love.

It was love at first sight. I remember the day when I first met you. You stood out from the crowd. There were many others but I was attracted to you. Just you. I can feel the chemistry in the air.

I like the way how you were so confident beside all the others and you were so gentle and was afraid to hurt me. Never mind that you were dark and simple. In fact, that’s what I like about you! I remember seeing you with another girl and I was really jealous. I wanted to have you all to  myself. I know you could give me the confidence that I lack without all the unnecessary pain that the others had caused before. I wanted to believe in you. I thought you could change everything.

I remember telling myself, “No, not another one. Enough is enough!”  I don’t want to be hurt again and I walked away but I couldn’t stop thinking about you. My mind was all about you and smile at the thought of you.

I decided to give you a trial period to see if we were meant for each other. I went back to you. You embraced me with your hug. I felt so safe so comfortable. You were indeed so gentle and you didn’t hurt me like how the others did. I really like you. I fell in love with you immediately.

I knew that you were the one and decided to open my heart to you. I decided to give you the chance to take care of me, to give me happiness and trust you not to hurt me. I never looked at the others again. All I can see and think of is you. I really loved you. You were really gentle, and I felt really good with you. I was really happy. I grew more confident in our relationship.

But things started to change. You began to abuse my trust and hurt me little by little till I’m unable to tolerate you anymore. It hurts. REALLY HURTS! You were really different from the others. We were not meant for each other after all. There is no way I could change myself to suit you. And, you were too inflexible to change and accommodate me. How could you?! You betrayed my trust. You destroyed my happiness. I am really disappointed with you. It breaks my heart to know that you no longer love me and no longer care for me anymore.

I had enough of you. I went back to the others who cared for me. They were there for me when I needed them and they never hurt me, not anymore. You were just a short fling I had when I’m bored. I’m sorry, I’m no longer in love with you.

Even though our relationship is really short, I will remember you forever. No one else can replace your spot in my heart.

Goodbye, my lovely shoes.

HAHAHAHAHHA!

This is what you get when you give Dawn 2 hours + 3 hours break in between classes and a whole lot of boring articles that she doesn’t want to read. HEH.

I should go be a writer if I can’t get a job at big 4.

:):)

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Totally irrelevant

Nothing to do with my life.

ZQ and X don’t think too much ok?

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Something meaningful..

“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides.
And when it subsides, you have to make a decision.

You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.
Because this is what love is.

Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body.
No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths.
That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.”

— Louis de Bernières (Captain Corelli’s Mandolin)

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